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I am a 42 year old WOG that is still moving forward in God. I want to tell you a little about me and I give this type of Bio simply because my life is testimony and looking at Isaiah 54: 4 "states Fear not, for thou shalt not be ashamed neither be thou confounded for thou shalt not be put to shame of thy youth." So I can give you something about me because I am not ashamed but have been redeemed by the Blood of Jesus. Born in a small town in Virginia, being molested by my step-father from the age of 5 until I was 13, fought like a mad bull all my three years of middle school, very promiscuous, full of malice and heading for a road of destruction but God. Yes, but God who blessed me with a baby girl and I married her father which was a curse but God know once I heard those words You are pregnant that my whole life would change. Yes, it did but five years later I was waiting a divorce which did not happen until five years after that and in that five years I had my son. I worked my hind quarters off to provide and then I thought I meet the man of my dreams(yeah that was a laugh) but instead for eight years I endured physical, mental and verbal abuse along with my children. During this marriage I began to seek God's face daily and this is when God began to speak to me and told me I was to preach His Word. Laughter filled the room simply because my parents have a  Apostolic Ministry and I knew God use whom he wants. But me a woman who had done something in her lifetime that would shame the devil. Well moving forward one day I was asleep and I began to descend down this tunnel and it was dark and slimy. I could smell burning flesh and I could hear people screaming in pain. I wanted to grab hold to the wall to slow myself down but I was unable to do so. When I hit the bottom I saw people on this wheel they were being turned like a game at the fair and knives were being thrown at them and they were screaming. I began to walk down this hall and it was individual cells and people were in them and one had a preacher in there and he was preaching the Word of God in hell. When I woke up I was so hot and sweaty and God spoke then and said "this is where you will go if you do not accept the calling on your life." Since then I have been running for the Lord. I have to say this this race has not been one of glory but of hard work that will pay off in heaven, I strive to do everything as if I am doing it unto the Lord and I know this to live is Christ but to die is gain. I want to gain eternal life. So I have been preaching since 2008 and have experienced some road blocks but moving forward God has placed me here to grow so that I can go forth with the vision He has given me. I am determined and I will continue to press towards the mark of the high calling. I am a joyful person, very humble, love to talk and laugh, love to encourage other's, love to help, love to display God in all that I do. As I am moving forward into another level with God I am excited about the new journey I am going on. God is writing this story and I give Him all the glory. Just know that I am a miracle like others we all have stories but I had to tell mine so you can know who I am, where I came from and where I am going and that is higher in the Lord.